" Just when i thought you were not there.. You appeared again.. How i wish this is just a dream.. A dream with the ending created by me.."
It's a Friday night and i'm back to onlining.. I don't have much time to spare but i will sqeeze in the events that happened throughout the week as much as i can.. Well.. I'm being pretty emotional now.. Not to mention super de stressed.. Calling korkor now would be a bad idea cause he will be sitting for some "unimportant exam" tomorrow(so he claims)..
Sigh.. We will be sitting for another replacement trials next next week.. It is all their fault.. If only you guys never cheated that badly we wouldn't need to have another trial exam.. You see.. Throughout the week we were sitting fot the JPS paper.. And so.. The teachers decided to use it as our forcast results.. So many of them had the paper before the exam and not to mention the answer script as well.. Actually.. I'm kinda proud of myself.. At least i had the will power to withold from cheating.. Afterall you are only cheating yourself and God as well.. Nope.. This habit is definitely not in my nature.. You see what you guys have caused.. Trauma and stress to yourselves and me..!! Kiasuness man.. Sheesh..
The days are drawing near to SPM.. Its getting to my nerves.. Sleepness nights are countless.. So you can guess how bad my eye bags are.. Furtermore.. As we have to prepare for the next trials.. It means cutting down the time for my other two extra subs.. Sigh.. I planned to use these two months to brush up on my eng lit and BK.. So i guess my plans are going to be burnt up.. Thanks to you liars.. Sigh..
I finally decided that i'm going to do Lord of the flies as my novel instead of The river Between.. The main reason is because in The River Between there are MANY really dumb names that are so similar and confusing.. And the drama i'm focusing on will be Pygmallion.. Romeo and Juliet shall serve as a back up.. Oh yea.. I can't seem to find my Lord of the flies guide.. Maybe i will try searching for it tomorrow.. And as for BK.. i have yet to memorize anything.. Well.. I can't even remember the events and stuff.. Sigh.. Missing class almost every week is so no fun man.. Now i suffer.. You see.. I play many roles on Sundays.. Tell me.. Which would you choose.. Fulfilling your duty as a BK student or commiting your life to serve God in any appropriate ministry and attending church regularly? Maybe i shouldn't have signed up for that subject in the first place.. Sigh.. I think i will just sit there and cry on the day of the exam.. Wee.. at least BK is on the last day of SPM.. (When everyone else is done with theirs.. I will be stuggling my way through..)
Another problem is my grade 8 exam.. Sigh.. I just got the book today and i finally chose my first piece.. Believe me.. Its even more confusing than chem.. The position of your hand when you lift it.. The pressure on the keys.. The style you control the keys.. EVRYTHING matters.. Even the way you present youself.. Throughout this week i have been spending at least an hour a day at the piano.. Its my only way to relieve stress.. Besides complaining to mummy, daddy and trixie.. I love "Summers dream".. Its such a beautiful piece.. With lots of romantic phrases.. Don't think i will ever get bored of it..
Today.. I just realised that i have been very mean.. Oh well.. Some people deserve to be illtreated.. Hmph.. The ignoring people fever has returned.. Sigh.. Oh.. I just got a new nick name.. It is given by Han Jun.. He calls me mini dino or something like small Jun.. So i decided to give him a name too.. Its Dino Jun or big fat Jun.. C= All his smses starts with "Mini dino.." So i replied with "Big fat Dino.." hehe.. Big Jun can't go online anymore until after SPM.. Wee.. I'm online now dino.. Too bad for you.. Lol.. Sigh.. Have to go study now.. Catch you people later.. Bye.. <3
